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Rev 6: Aramaic in Plain English
1And I saw when The Lamb opened one of the seven seals, and I heard one of The Four Beasts speaking like the sound of thunder: “Come and see*.” 2And I heard* and I saw and behold, a white horse, and he who sat upon it had a bow, and a crown was given to him, and he went out and gave victory, and was conquering and would conquer.
3And when he opened the second seal, I heard the second Beast which said, “Come.” 4And a red horse went out, and to him who sat upon it was given to take peace from The Earth and to kill each one, and a great sword was given to him.
5And when he opened the third seal, I heard the third Beast saying, “Come*”, and behold, a black horse, and he who sat upon him had a balance scale in his hand. 6And I heard a voice from among The Beasts, which said, “A two-quart measure of wheat for a denarius* and three two-quart measures of barley for a denarius, and you shall not harm the wine and the oil.”
7When he opened the fourth seal, I heard the voice of a Beast saying, “Come*.”8And I saw a pale horse, and the name of him who sat upon it was Death, and Sheol joined him and authority was given to him over a fourth of The Earth to kill with the sword, with starvation, with Death, and by the animals of The Earth.
9And when he opened the fifth seal, I saw under the altar the souls of those who had been murdered for the word of God and for the testimony of Yeshua* which they had. 10And they cried with a great voice, and they were saying, “How long, LORD JEHOVAH, holy and true, do you not judge and avenge our blood upon the inhabitants of The Earth?” 11And to each and every one of them was given a white robe, and it was said that they should rest for a little season of time until their companions and their brothers were also perfected, who were going to be killed, even as they had been.
12And I saw when he opened the sixth seal, and there was a great earthquake, and the Sun was blackened like sackcloth of hair, and the whole moon became like blood. 13And the stars of the Heavens fell upon The Earth, like a fig tree casting its figs when it is shaken by a strong wind.14And the Heavens were parted like scrolls being rolled up, and every hill and all the islands were moved from their places. 15And the Kings of The Earth and The Princes and Captains of thousands and the rich and the mighty and every Servant and every Free Person, hid themselves in caves and in the rocks of the mountains, 16And they said to the mountains and rocks, “Fall on us and hide us from before the face of the Lamb,”17“Because the great day of his* anger has come, and who is able to stand?”
1“I AM THE LIVING GOD, The True Vine, and my Father is the vine dresser.” 2“Every branch on me not yielding fruit he takes away, and that which yields fruit he purges that it may bring forth much fruit.” 3“From now on you are purged because of the word which I have spoken with you.” 4“Stay with me, and I am in you. Just as the branch cannot yield fruit by itself unless it remains on the vine, so neither do you unless you stay with me.” 5“I AM THE LIVING GOD, The Vine, and you are the branches; whoever abides with me and I in him, this one brings forth much fruit, because without me, you can do nothing.” 6“If a man does not abide with me, he is thrown away like a shriveled up branch, and they gather it, throwing it into the fire to burn.” 7“But if you are abiding in me and my words will abide in you, everything whatsoever you desire to ask, it shall be done for you.” 8“In this The Father is glorified, that you will bring forth much fruit and that you will be my disciples.” 9“Just as my Father has loved me, even so I have loved you; continue in my friendship.” 10“If you keep my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have kept my Father’s commands and I abide in his love.”11“I have spoken these things with you that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be perfect.”
12“This is my commandment, that you love one another, just as I have loved you.”
13“There is no greater love than this: that a person would lay down his life for the sake of his friends.”* 14“You are my friends if you will do all that I command you.” 15“No longer do I call you servants, because a servant does not know what his master does, but I have called you my friends, because all that I have heard from my Father, I have taught you.” 16“You have not chosen me, but I have chosen you and I have appointed you so that you also will go bring forth fruit and your fruit will remain, so that all you will ask my Father in my name, he will give to you.” 17“These things I command you that you will love one another.”
18“And if the world hates you, know that it hated me before you.” 19“And if you had been from the world, the world would have loved its own; but you are not from the world, but I have chosen you from the world; because of this the world hates you.” 20“Remember the word that I have spoken to you, that there is no servant greater than his master. If they have persecuted me, they will persecute you also; if they have kept my word, they will also keep yours.”21“They will do all these things among you because of my name, because they do not know him who has sent me.” 22“If I did not come speaking with them, they would have no sin, but now there is no covering for their sin.” 23“Whoever hates me hates my Father also.” 24“If I had not done the works in their sight which no other man had done, they would not have sin, But now they have seen and hated me and my Father also. 25That the word which is written in their law may be fulfilled: ‘They hated me for nothing.’ “
26“But when The Redeemer of the accursed comes, him whom I shall send to you from the presence of my Father, The Spirit of Truth, he who proceeds from the presence of my Father, he shall testify concerning me.” 27“You also are testifying, who are with me from the beginning.”
Rev 1, Aramaic in Plain English:
1The Revelation of Yeshua The Messiah, which God gave to him, to show his Servants what had been given to soon occur, and he symbolized* it when he sent by his Angel to his Servant Yohannan, 2Who witnessed the word of God and the testimony of Yeshua The Messiah – everything whatever he saw.3Blessed is the one who reads and those who hear the words of this prophecy and keep those things that are written in it, for the time is near.
4Yohannan to the seven assemblies that are in Asia: Grace to you and peace from The One Who is, and was, and is coming, and from The Seven Spirits which are before his throne,* 5And from Yeshua The Messiah, the Trustworthy Witness, the Firstborn of the dead and The Ruler of the Kings of The Earth- him who loves us and has loosed* us from our sins by his blood. 6And he has made us The Priestly Kingdom to God and his Father; to him be glory and Empire to the eternity of eternities. Amen. 7Behold, he comes with clouds and every eye shall see him, even those who pierced him, and all the families of The Earth shall mourn for him; yes and amen!
8I am The Alap and The Tau*, says THE LORD JEHOVAH God, he who is and has been and is coming, The Almighty.
9I Yohannan am your brother and companion in suffering and in the patience which is in Yeshua*. I was in the island that is called Patmos, because of the word of God and because of the testimony of Yeshua The Messiah. 10And I was in The Spirit on the first day of the week*, and I heard behind me a loud voice like a trumpet, 11Which said, “Those things which you have seen, write in a book and send to the seven assemblies:* to Ephesaus, to Zmurna, to Pergamaus, to Thawatyra, to Sardis, to Philadelphia and to Laidiqia.
12And I turned to know* that voice which spoke with me, and when I turned around, I saw seven menorahs of gold;13And in the midst of the menorahs as the likeness of a man, and he wore an ephod* and he was girded around his chest with a golden wrap. 14And his head and his hair were white as wool and like snow, and his eyes were like flames of fire. 15And his feet were in the form of the brass of Lebanon* which is heated in a furnace, and his voice was like the sound of many waters. 16And he had in his right hand seven stars, and a sharp lance* proceeded from his mouth, and I saw* him like the Sun appearing in its strength.
17And when I saw him, I fell at his feet like a dead man, and he laid his right hand upon me saying, Do not be afraid, for I am The First and The Last; 18I am he who lived and died, and behold, I am alive to the eternity of eternities, amen, and I have the key of Death and of Sheol.19Write, therefore, whatever you have seen and those things that are, and that are going to come to pass after these things. 20The mystery of the seven stars which you saw in my right hand and the seven menorahs: the seven stars are the Messengers of the seven assemblies, and the seven menorahs of gold which you saw* are the seven assemblies.
And as he passed, he saw a man blind from his mother’s womb. 2And his disciples asked him and they were saying, “Our Master, who is it that has sinned, this one or his parents, that he would be born blind?” 3Yeshua said to them, “He had not sinned nor his parents, but that the works of God may appear in him.” 4“It is fitting that I do the works of him who has sent me while it is day; the night is coming in which a man cannot work.” 5“As long as I am in the world, I am The Light of the world.” 6And when he had said these things, he spat on the ground and formed clay from his spittle and he smeared it on the eyes of him who was blind. 7And he said to him, “Go wash in the baptismal pool of Shilokha”, and he went on, he washed, and as he was coming, he saw. 8But his neighbors and those who had seen him begging before were saying: “Was this not he who sat and begged?” 9Some were saying, “This is he”, and some were saying, “No, but he is someone like him”, but he said, “I am he.” 10They were saying to him, “How were your eyes opened?” 11He answered and said to them, “A man by the name’Yeshua’ made clay and anointed me on my eyes and said to me, ‘Go wash in the water of Shilokha’, and I went, I washed and I saw.” 12They were saying to him, “Where is he?” He said to them, ” I do not know.”
13And they brought him, who before had been blind, to the Pharisees. 14But it was the Sabbath when Yeshua made clay and opened his eyes for him. 15And the Pharisees asked him again, “How did sight come to you?” He said to them, “He put clay on my eyes and I washed and sight came to me.” 16And some of the Pharisees were saying, “This man is not from God because he does not keep the Sabbath”; but others were saying, “How is it possible for a man who is a sinner to do these miracles?” And there was a division among them. 17Again they were saying to him who had been blind, “What do you say about him who opened your eyes for you?” He said to them, “I say he is a Prophet.”
18But the Judeans did not believe concerning him that he had been blind and was seeing, until they called the parents of the man who was seeing.19And they asked them: “Is this your son, the same whom you were saying that was born blind? How does he now see?” 20But his parents answered and said, “We know that this is our son and that he was born blind;” 21“But how he sees now or who he is that opened his eyes for him we do not know. He has come of age, ask him, for he shall speak for himself.” 22His parents said these things because they were afraid of the Judeans, for the Judeans had decided that if a man would confess him to be The Messiah, they would cast him out of the synagogue. 23Therefore his parents said, “He has come of age; ask him.”
24And they called the man a second time who had been blind and they were saying to him, “Glorify God, for we know that this man is a sinner.” 25He answered and said to them, “If he is a sinner, I do not know, but one thing I do know: I was blind and behold, now I see.” 26They were saying to him again, “What did he do to you? How did he open your eyes for you?” 27He said to them, “I told you and you were not listening. Why do you want to hear again? Do you also want to become his disciples?” 28But they were insulting him and were saying to him, “You are his disciple; we are the disciples of Moses.”29“And we know that God spoke with Moses, but we do not know from where this man is.” 30That man answered and said, “This is therefore to be marveled at, that you do not know from where he is and he opened my eyes.” 31“But we know that God does not listen to the voice of a sinner, but listens to whoever worships him and does his will.” 32“It has never been heard that a man has opened the eyes of one who was born blind.” 33“If this one were not from God, he would not have been able to do this.” 34They answered and were saying to him, “You were born entirely in sins, and are you teaching us?” And they cast him out.
35And Yeshua heard that they had cast him out, and he found him and said to him, “Do you believe in the Son of God?” * 36He who had been healed answered and said, “Who is He, my lord, that I may trust in him?” 37Yeshua said to him, “You have seen him, and he is The One who is speaking with you.” 38But he said, “I believe, my Lord”, and falling down, he worshiped him. 39And Yeshua said, “For the judgment of this world I have come, that those who do not see may see, and that those who see may become blind.”40And those of the Pharisees who had been with him heard these things and they said to him, “Are we also blind?”41Yeshua said to them, “If you were blind, you would not have sin, but now you say, ‘We see.’ Because of this, your sin stands.”
Ancient traditions held that there was a twin of our sun orbiting on a million year time scale. Early Gnostics taught that Jesus and Satan were twins.
Evidence for a twin of this sun: https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.livescience.com/amp/planet-9-sun-twin.html
Revelation 5, Aramaic Bible in Plain English
1And I saw in the right hand of him who sits upon the throne, a scroll inscribed from the inside and from the outside, and sealed with seven seals.* 2And I saw another mighty Angel preaching with a loud voice: “Who is worthy to open the scroll and to loosen its seals?” 3And there was none able in Heaven or in Earth, nor any under The Earth, to open the scroll and to open its seals and look upon it.* 4I was weeping much because none was found worthy to open the scroll and to loosen its seals,
5And one of the Elders said to me, “Do not weep; behold, The Lion from the tribe of Judah, The Root of David, has prevailed to open the scroll and its seals.”
6And I saw in the midst of a throne and of The Four Beasts and of the Elders, a Lamb, which was as if it were slain, and it had seven horns and seven eyes, which are The Seven Spirits of God sent into the whole Earth. 7And he came and took the scroll from the hand* of him who sat on the throne. 8And when he had received the scroll, The Four Beasts and twenty four Elders fell down before the Lamb, while each one of them had a stringed instrument and a vessel of gold full of sweet spices, which are the prayers of The Holy Ones, 9Singing a new hymn of praise, and they were saying, “You are worthy to take the scroll and to loosen its seals, because you were slain and you have redeemed us by your blood to God from every tribe, nation and people,” 10“And you have made them a Kingdom, Priests and Kings to our God, and they shall reign over The Earth.”
11And I saw and heard as it were the voices of many Angels around the throne and of The Beasts and of the Elders, and their number was ten thousand ten thousands and thousands of thousands. 12And they were saying with a loud voice, “Worthy is the slain Lamb to receive power, wealth, wisdom, strength, honor, glory and blessing.” 13And every creature which is in Heaven and in Earth, under The Earth, in the Sea and all that is in them, I also heard saying: “Blessing and honor and glory and dominion to him sitting upon the throne and to the Lamb for the eternity of eternities.” 14And when The Four Beasts said, “Amen”, The Elders fell down and worshiped.
1Then Pilate scourged Yeshua. 2And the soldiers wound a crown from thorns and they placed it on his head and clothed him with a purple robe. 3And they were saying, “Hail to you, King of the Judeans”, and they were hitting him on his cheeks. 4And Pilate went outside again and he said to them, “Behold, I bring him forth to you outside that you may know that I find no occasion for complaint in him, not even one cause.” 5And Yeshua went forth outside with the crown of thorns upon him and the purple robe, and Pilate said to them, “Behold, here is the man.” 6But when the Chief Priests and the guards saw him, they cried out and they were saying, “Crucify him! Crucify him!” Pilate said to them, “Take him and crucify him, for I do not find any fault in him.” 7The Judeans were saying to him, “We have a law and according to that in our Written Law he is condemned to death because he made himself the Son of God.”
8But when Pilate heard this statement he was even more afraid. 9And he entered the Praetorium again and he said to Yeshua, “Where are you from?” But Yeshua gave him no answer. 10Pilate said to him, “Are you not speaking with me? Do you not know that I have power to release you and I have power to crucify you?” 11Yeshua said to him, “You have no power at all over me unless it has been given to you from above; therefore, whoever has delivered me to you has greater sin than yours.” 12Because of this Pilate wanted to release him, but the Judeans were crying out, “If you release this man, you are not Caesar’s friend, for everyone who makes himself King is an adversary of Caesar.”
13But when Pilate heard this statement he brought Yeshua outside and sat down on the judgment seat and the place that was called R’tsiftha d’Kaypha, but in Hebrew* it is called Gpiptha. 14And it was the eve of the Passover, and it was about the sixth hour, and he said to the Judeans, “Behold, here is your King!” 15But they were crying out, “Take him away! Take him away! Crucify him! Crucify him!” Pilate said to them, “Shall I crucify your King?” The Chief Priests were saying, “We have no King but Caesar!”
16Then he delivered him to them that they would crucify him, and they led Yeshua and brought him out.
17Then he took up his cross to the place called Qaraqpatha, but in Hebrew * it is called Gagultha, 18Where they crucified him and two others with him, one on one side and one on the other side, and Yeshua in the center. 19And Pilate wrote a title and placed it on his cross, but it was written thus: “This is Yeshua the Nazarene, The King of the Judeans.” 20And many of the Judeans read this tablet, because the place in which Yeshua was crucified was near the city, and it was written in Aramaic and in Greek and in Latin. 21And the Chief Priests said to Pilate, “Do not write, ‘He is The King of the Judeans’, but, “He said, ‘I am The King of the Judeans.'” 22Pilate said, “What I have written, I have written.”
23But the soldiers, when they had crucified Yeshua, took his garments, and they made four parts, a part to each of the soldiers; but his tunic was without a seam: it was woven entirely from the top. 24And they said to one another, “Let us not tear it, but let us cast lots for it, who will be allowed to have it.” And the scripture was fulfilled that says, “They divided my garment among them and for my clothing they cast lots.” The soldiers therefore did these things. 25But his mother and the sister of his mother, and Mary, who was of Cleopa, and Maryam Magdalitha, were standing at the cross of Yeshua. 26But Yeshua saw his mother and the disciple whom he loved standing and he said to his mother, “Woman, behold, your son.” 27He said to that disciple, “Behold, your mother.” And from that hour that disciple received her to himself.
28After these things Yeshua knew that everything had been finished, and that the scripture may be fulfilled, he said, “I thirst.” 29And a vessel had been set full of vinegar, but they filled a sponge from the vinegar and placed it on hyssop and they put it near to his mouth. 30When he took the vinegar, Yeshua said, “Behold, it is finished.” And he bowed his head and gave up his Spirit.
31But the Judeans, because it was evening, they were saying, “These bodies will not pass the night on their crosses, because the Sabbath day is approaching”, for it was a great Sabbath day. And they sought from Pilate to break the legs of those who had been crucified, and they would be taken away. 32And the soldiers came and they broke the legs of the first and of the other who was crucified with him. 33When they came to Yeshua, they saw that he had died already and they did not break his legs. 34But one of the soldiers struck him on his side with his spear, and at once blood and water issued forth. 35And he who saw testified and his testimony is true and he knows that he spoke the truth so that you also may believe. 36For these things happened that the scripture should be fulfilled that says, “Not a bone of him will be broken”, 37And another scripture again, that says, “They shall gaze at him whom they pierced through.”
38After these things, Yoseph, who was from Ramtha, sought from Pilate because he was a disciple of Yeshua, (and it was secretly from fear of the Judeans), that he might take the body of Yeshua; and Pilate gave him permission and he came and took away the body of Yeshua. 39And Nicodemus also came, who had come before to Yeshua by night, and he brought with him spices of myrrh and of aloes about one hundred pounds. 40And they took away the body of Yeshua and wrapped it in linen and in sweet spices, just as the custom of the Judeans is for burying. 41And there was in that place where Yeshua had been crucified a garden, and in the garden a new tomb in which a man had not yet been laid. 42And they laid Yeshua there because the Sabbath was approaching and because the tomb was nearby.
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From the Aramaic Bible in Plain English, Rev 4:
1After these things I saw, and behold, a door opened in Heaven, and a voice which I heard like a trumpet speaking with me saying, “Come up here, and I shall show you whatever is granted to happen after these things.” 2And at once I was in The Spirit, and behold a throne fixed in Heaven, and upon the throne sat he; 3And he who sat was as the likeness of the appearance of Jasper red quartz stone and of red and white Sardius, and a rainbow of the clouds which encircled the throne was like the appearance of an emerald; 4And around the throne, twenty four thrones, and upon those thrones, twenty four Elders who sat wearing white garments and crowns of gold upon their heads.
5And from the throne proceed thunders and lightnings and voices, and seven lamps were burning before that throne, which are The Seven Spirits of God. 6And before the throne, a sea of glass as the likeness of crystal, and in the midst of the throne and around the throne, four beasts that were full of eyes, front and back. 7The first beast was like a lion; the second had the likeness of a calf; the third beast had a face like a man and the fourth beast, the likeness of a flying eagle. 8Each one of these four beasts stood and had from its appendages and over it six surrounding wings, and from within they are full of eyes and are not silent day or night, saying, “Holy, holy, holy, LORD JEHOVAH God* Almighty, who was and is and is to come.” 9And when these four beasts give glory and honor and thanks to him who sits upon the throne and to The One Living to the eternity of eternities, amen, 10The 24 Elders fall down in front of him who sits upon the throne and worship The Living One for the eternity of eternities, amen, and cast their crowns before the throne saying, 11“You are worthy, Our Lord and Our God, to receive the glory and the honor and the power, because you have created all things, and by your pleasure they exist and were created.”
John 6, the Loaves and Fishes:
1After these things, Yeshua went to the other side of the Sea of Galilee of Tiberius. 2And great crowds were going after him, because they saw the miracles he did for the sick. 3And Yeshua went up to a mountain and sat down there with his disciples. 4But the feast of The Passover of the Jews was drawing near. 5And Yeshua lifted up his eyes and saw great crowds coming to him, and he said to Phillipus: “Where shall we buy bread that these may eat?” 6But he said this as a test for him, for he knew what he was going to do. 7Phillipus said to him: “Two hundred denarii worth of bread is not enough, even if each of them takes a very little.” 8One of his disciples, Andrewas, Shimeon Kaypha’s brother, said to him: 9“There is a boy here who has five loaves of barley bread and two fish with him; but what are they to all of these?” 10Yeshua said to them: “Have all the people be seated.” And there was much grass in that place and they were seated, the number of men being five thousand. 11And Yeshua took the bread and blessed and distributed to them who were seated, and thus also from the fish, as much as they wanted. 12And when they were full, he said to his disciples, “Gather the leftover fragments, that nothing be lost.”* 13And they gathered and filled twelve large baskets with fragments left over to them who ate from the five loaves of barley bread. 14But those people who saw the miracle that Yeshua did were saying, “Truly, This is The Prophet who is coming to the world.”
15But Yeshua knew they were prepared to come seize him and make him King, and he withdrew to that mountain alone.
16And when it was evening, his disciples went down to the sea. 17And they sat in the boat and were coming to the coast to Kapernahum and it was growing dark and Yeshua had not come to them. 18But the sea rose up against them because a great wind was blowing. 19And they rowed about twenty five or thirty furlongs* and they saw Yeshua as he was walking on the lake, and when he drew near to the ship, they were afraid. 20But Yeshua said to them, “I AM THE LIVING GOD, do not be afraid.” 21And they wanted to receive him into the boat, and immediately the boat was at that land to which they were going.
22And the day after, the crowd that had stood at the shore of the sea saw that no other boat was there except that one on which the disciples had embarked, and that Yeshua had not entered with his disciples into the boat. 23But other ships had come from Tiberiaus, next to that place at which they had eaten the bread which Yeshua blessed. 24And when that crowd saw that Yeshua was not there, neither his disciples, they embarked these ships and came to Kapernahum and they were looking for Yeshua. 25And when they found him at the other side of the sea, they were saying to him, “Our Master, when did you come here?”
26Yeshua answered and said to them, “Timeless truth I speak to you: you seek me, not because you saw the signs but because you ate the bread and were filled.” 27“Do not work for food that perishes, but for food that endures for the eternal life that The Son of Man will give you, for This One has The Father sealed as God with his seal of approval.” 28And they were saying to him, “What shall we do to work the service of God?” 29Yeshua answered and said to them: “This is the service of God, that you trust in him whom he has sent.” 30They were saying to him, “What sign will you do, that we may see and believe in you? What sign will you perform? 31Our forefathers ate manna in the wilderness, just as it is written ‘He gave them bread from Heaven to eat.’ ” 32Yeshua said to them, “Timeless truth I speak to you: It was not Moses who gave you bread from Heaven, but my Father gave you The True Bread from Heaven.” 33“For The Bread of God is he who has descended from Heaven and gives life to the world.” 34They were saying to him, “Our Lord, always give us this bread.”
35Yeshua said to them, “I AM THE LIVING GOD, The Bread of Life; whoever comes to me shall not hunger, and whoever trusts in me shall never thirst.” 36“But I said to you that you have seen me and you do not believe.” 37“Everyone whom my Father has given me shall come to me, and whoever will come to me I shall not cast out.” 38“For I came down from Heaven, not to do my will, but to do the will of him who has sent me.” 39“But this is the will of him who has sent me: I shall not destroy anyone from him whom he has given to me, but I shall raise him in the last day.” 40“For this is the will of my Father: Everyone who sees The Son and trusts in him shall have eternal life, and I shall raise him in the last day.”
41But the Judeans were murmuring about him for saying : “I AM THE LIVING GOD, The Bread, which has descended from Heaven.” 42And they were saying, “Is not this Yoseph’s son, whose father and mother we know? How does this man say, ‘I have come down from Heaven?’ ” 43Yeshua answered and said to them, “Do not mutter one with another.” 44“No man can come to me, unless The Father who has sent me will draw him, and I shall raise him in the last day.” 45“For it is written in The Prophets, ‘All of them will be taught of God.’ Everyone, therefore, who has heard from The Father and has learned from him, comes to me.” 46“No man has seen The Father, except he who is from God; he himself sees The Father.” 47“Timeless truth I speak to you: ‘Whoever trusts in me has eternal life.'” 48“I AM THE LIVING GOD, The Bread of Life.” 49“Your forefathers ate manna in the wilderness and they died.” 50“This is The Bread that came down from Heaven, that a man may eat of it and he shall not die.” 51“I AM THE LIVING GOD, The Living Bread, who have come down from Heaven, and if a man will eat of this bread, he will live for eternity, and the bread that I shall give is my body that I give for the sake of the life of the world.”
52But the Jews were arguing with one another and saying, “How can this man give us his body to eat?” 53And Yeshua said to them, “Timeless truth I speak to you: Unless you eat the body of The Son of Man and drink his blood, you have no life in yourselves.” 54“But whoever eats of my body and drinks of my blood has eternal life, and I shall raise him in the last day.” 55“For my body truly is food, and my blood truly is drink.” 56“Whoever eats my body and drinks my blood abides in me and I in him.” 57“Just as The Living Father has sent me, and I am living because of The Father, whoever will eat me, he also will live because of Me.” 58“This is the bread that came down from Heaven. It is not as your forefathers who ate manna and have died; whoever eats this bread shall live for eternity.”
59These things he said in the synagogue when he taught in Kapernahum.
60And many of his disciples who heard were saying, “This saying is hard. Who is able to hear it?” 61But Yeshua knew in his soul that his disciples were murmuring about this, and he said to them, “Does this subvert you?” 62“Truly you will see therefore The Son of Man ascending to the place where he was from the first.” 63“The Spirit is The Life Giver; the body does not benefit anything. The words that I speak with you are spirit and life.” 64“But there are men among you who do not believe”, for Yeshua himself knew from the first who they were who were not believing and who he was who would betray him. 65And he said to them, “Because of this, I said to you that no man can come to me unless it has been given to him from my Father.”
66Because of this saying, many of his disciples went back and were not walking with him. 67And Yeshua said to the twelve, “Do you also wish to leave?” 68Shimeon Kaypha answered and said, “My Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.” 69“And we believe and know that you are The Messiah, The Son of THE LIVING GOD.” 70Yeshua said to them, “Have I not chosen you twelve, and one of you is a Satan?” 71But he said this about Yehuda, son of Shimeon Scariota, for he was going to be the one to betray him, being one of the twelve.
You have to give up.
Hope is what is killing you.
It will never change.
It will always hurt
Like this. Nothing will improve it.
Release it and breathe.
My skeleton will
Melt. I will make my home in
The nautilus shell.