You will never get back what you’ve lost, you can only hope that you
Forget what you wanted
And how it made you feel, before you got crushed by desolation
You will never get back what you’ve lost, you can only hope that you
Forget what you wanted
And how it made you feel, before you got crushed by desolation
We don’t talk anymore; I
Pretend it’s mutual but
It was you who decided.
Perhaps I wasn’t good for
You, though I always tried to
Be good to you. For the best,
I tell myself, while the you
Shaped hole in me aches, empty
The membranous sky
Steals the heat I need
I wilt and perish
Everything changes
Except me. I sit,
And watch, am unmoved
If there is a beautiful
Woman to watch me, I am
Unbeatable. But what can
I do in the dark, alone?
I wander this world in
Search of who I was, who I
Could have been, my missing piece.
Every day is just like the
Last; desperation flashes
Through me; I swallow, again.
I’ve lived too long, and
Seen too much. My bones
Ache for rest and peace
Waiting to hit rock bottom,
I continued to fall, through
Infinite space, faster still