Every day is just like the
Last; desperation flashes
Through me; I swallow, again.
Tag: paranoia
Witness
Somehow I was the last one
Who cared, after everyone
Forgot. Even you gave up.
But I persisted, to my
Injury and regret, for
Some unknown motivation.
There are moments I get stuck
In, for years and years. It’s just
Endless recrimination.
Outcast
Broken hearted, and
Dispirited; I cannot
Return to where they
Gather and play. I
Spoil the rhythm, upset
Those I want to please.
Self Revelation
The longer I am
With you, the further this
Colored paper mask
Of acquiescence
And my terrifying true
Nature emerges
The Revenant
How desolate and
Lonely was the field in which
You dumped me yet I
Know that I will still
Enjoy your company when
You turn off the light
Tension
Violence brews beneath
The surface, awaiting an
Opportunity.
Impending
Confusion suffused me
As I stumbled through empty
Train compartments, turned
To horror as I
Glimpsed the broken rail waiting
For the speeding train
Compulsion
Somebody please stop
Me. I don’t know how. I could
Do something evil.
The Grind
I trip my way through
The day, collapse in bed, to
Relive my tortures
Herman’s Hermitage 