Were I A Computer

I’d be programmed to

Love who, when, where I should and

Then I’d still love you.

Sad Summary

I don’t want to be

Alone. But, I don’t want to

Be alone with you.

Broken and alone

Failing each day a little

More, washed out, used up.

Paradise I gave
You; you call it hell. You took
My secrets and told

The world. Now I
Waste away beneath the ground;
Your satisfaction.

I wait for texts to

Be certain that I am still

Alive, desired.

Just forget me, I’m

All but dead, if not in the

Heart, then in the head.

nothing and nowhere

is where i’m at. 39.

no way out, or back.